A World of Gimmicks: FINALS

So I’ve decided (for right now) to continue my blog even though I don’t need to for class. I kind of enjoy it.

To celebrate (?) I’m going to write a post about FINALS YAY. JOY. HEAVENLY.

NOT.

Before finals I just somehow don’t realize my impending doom. Like I somehow forget that I need to straight up do well on my finals. Especially in the classes where my grades are borderline.

I can’t wait until next semester when I have some cool classes that I’m really interested in, not just classes that I had to take or was forced to because of scheduling conflicts.

I mean come on teachers! This is super stressful for everyone, let’s tone it done a lil.

Lemme just remind myself how bad I am at this stuff. I hate tests. I mean I study but it’s stressful!

My first final was this morning. It was astronomy, which really for me is difficult because I DON’T UNDERSTAND ANY OF IT. I think it turned out alright. I calculated my minimum grade during it…I think the least I could get is a 75 or something. But I’m hoping that the few times I played “enie meenie minie moe” I picked the right answer.

When I was studying though, it was blowing my mind. At one point I realized that as we look into space we’re looking into the past. *brain explodes*

And you know how studying is. Like oh, I just got out of my bed, picked up my textbook and notes and sat back on my bed with them…..I think I’ve earned 30 minutes of television.

And then I’m just so disoriented from studying. I mean, yesterday…I felt like I couldn’t think straight. All I could think about was stars and planets and crazy black holes and dark matter….